May 14, 2004 00:26
i could write this journal entry about a girl that i'm not quite fond of, along with others, and her foolish boyfriend. but i won't. their time will come and it isn't going to be fun for them. what goes around comes around. you don't cross me and expect to walk away clean. i don't easily accept people walking all over me. i'm not your door mat.
today, i'm telling my friend at school who i like. this is important because she knows him really well. actually they're related! ha it's her brother. i need to tell her because it might be weird or whatever. i don't know! i hope things work out. i would be so happy. i need that attention that only a boyfriend can give you. i guess you could say i'm needy sometimes, but i'm really not. my guy needs to be accepting of my independence as well as my vulnerabilities. maybe i'm asking for too much, but my real friends re-assure me that i'm not. maybe it sounds outrageous to me because not too many guys fit this description. oh well, if he isn't the right one, i'll toss him back into the sea and go searching for another! just roll with the punches and you'll be alright :-D
by the by, i received an A- on my term paper which comes out to an A on my report card. today is senior day at cedardale. i hope i have a great time with my palsies. leave some lovin' guys <3