Procrastination?
Yes I am a fool for procrastination. I feel I lack motivations needed to excel forward with many aspect in life. Sure I can figure alot of things out. Sure I can handle alot of situations. But the thing is is that I sit around waiting for the world to be set on my shoulders. "Not like I want to me like Atlas here. I am just trying to state that I know I'm capable of more then just the crap I've been doing."
Work, Go home Play games. Dont even call the people I say I will. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!! How hard is it to pick up the phone and type in 8 digits? HUH! Well It's been obvious that it's hard for me either that or there's something that I dont like about it. EITHER WAY. I need to deal with it.
This whole thing with a promotion. "For those who haven't been in contact with me via messangers. Which also means that you are most likely not an importance in my life. I would like to bring this up to you so you are all informed. I was given a proposition to get a promotion. Inclueding more hours and more pay."
Well the thing with that is that I have not put enout initiative into this. Ontop of that I may get dumped into a really crappy situation soon. To avoid the sounds of pissing and moaning I wont even mention who would be the person to dump me into the load and why they think that it's ok EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE ILL INFORMED ABOUT APPARTMENT COMPLEXES.
Either way I need to get moving. This whole post is more amotivational thing for me at this time. So I can look back on this and see if I didn't take my own advice and be able to call myself a loser. I mean I dont like to be a loser. I like to keep to myself. I like to play on m computer. I like to write things and the such. But I need to bite a few bullets here and actully do something so I can move on. Maybe I can move out of state and get into a college finally. Hell why dont I start looking for a college? Wont that be such a grand idea Blaze?
But of course Blaze maybe then you can see if you are as smart as people say you are.
Yes I am mad at myself. But at least I'm not depressing overmyself because I feel like I'm rotting away. I'm trying to move the whole farm that is me to a cleaner ground. Or at least pick up the trash that is on the current farm.
Welp for a poem... I'm going to think this off the top of my mind. I mean I made this a customary thing on my posts. I should at least follow it.
The moons shine
Through stung eyes
I see unclouded
My fall and fate
The wings of tomarrow
Fall on my path
As I see the sun
Waking the nearby plants
To seed and sew
To feel and grow
The memories of now
Run all to slow
My thoughts
Of now
Come to pass
I still frown
Yet I still see the light
Of the flowers of bloom
I can still frown
And feel the gloom
Work, Go home Play games. Dont even call the people I say I will. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!! How hard is it to pick up the phone and type in 8 digits? HUH! Well It's been obvious that it's hard for me either that or there's something that I dont like about it. EITHER WAY. I need to deal with it.
This whole thing with a promotion. "For those who haven't been in contact with me via messangers. Which also means that you are most likely not an importance in my life. I would like to bring this up to you so you are all informed. I was given a proposition to get a promotion. Inclueding more hours and more pay."
Well the thing with that is that I have not put enout initiative into this. Ontop of that I may get dumped into a really crappy situation soon. To avoid the sounds of pissing and moaning I wont even mention who would be the person to dump me into the load and why they think that it's ok EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE ILL INFORMED ABOUT APPARTMENT COMPLEXES.
Either way I need to get moving. This whole post is more amotivational thing for me at this time. So I can look back on this and see if I didn't take my own advice and be able to call myself a loser. I mean I dont like to be a loser. I like to keep to myself. I like to play on m computer. I like to write things and the such. But I need to bite a few bullets here and actully do something so I can move on. Maybe I can move out of state and get into a college finally. Hell why dont I start looking for a college? Wont that be such a grand idea Blaze?
But of course Blaze maybe then you can see if you are as smart as people say you are.
Yes I am mad at myself. But at least I'm not depressing overmyself because I feel like I'm rotting away. I'm trying to move the whole farm that is me to a cleaner ground. Or at least pick up the trash that is on the current farm.
Welp for a poem... I'm going to think this off the top of my mind. I mean I made this a customary thing on my posts. I should at least follow it.
The moons shine
Through stung eyes
I see unclouded
My fall and fate
The wings of tomarrow
Fall on my path
As I see the sun
Waking the nearby plants
To seed and sew
To feel and grow
The memories of now
Run all to slow
My thoughts
Of now
Come to pass
I still frown
Yet I still see the light
Of the flowers of bloom
I can still frown
And feel the gloom