7 months... holy shit
Well here i am again, still alive, well life's been pretty good, it's a wonder what time and one person can do to change me. Me and Lindsay have been together 7 months today.... 7 whole months, no cheating on her, nothing held back, and after all this time i know i've changed, it wasnt a smooth ride but ya know its all good sometimes all it takes is some blood sweat and tears to change, and i've experienced it all him the high i'm at now to the lows of dancing with a razorblade, i feel almost invincible now like i know i can talk to a girl and not act on anything my mind thinks up. granted, i still have my times of thinking up some crazy shit and wondering if any of this is actually true, maybe chaos is finally done with me for now,either way if i can endure all that its thrown at me now and still be standing, i'll be strong enough to endure everything he throws at me in the future. With my head held high and mind clear i watch and wait for the future. Question is are you ready??