Mind Boggling
I still cant get over my girl and how but love and trust she has in me. Even though she knows everything that i've done in the past all the lying and cheating, she still trusts me fully. Its mind boggling honestly if it would have been anyone else and they knew what i've done in the past i'd have a leash on me so tight i would be able to take a shit without her knowing. But with Lindsay what happened in the past is just that in the past she doesnt hold it against me not saying that anyone else has in the past because well it happened then and had a reason to hold that against me, which is my own dumbass fault but thats the past and this is now and i'm happy now hell happy isnt even the word for it. honestly i cant explain in words how it is. This is a whole new me that goes beyond anything ive felt before. this is insane like a wolf high on adrenaline all the time. its fuckin insane and the best part of this is it never quits ever i talk to her and i feel like i'm floating i see her and i'm on cloud nine. its like nothing can bring me down. its just mind boggling how one person can make me feel this way. Simply mind boggling. i'm out Be groovy