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This birthday was so much fun, and yet, depressing. This is first birthday i've spend without sam in..... in at least ten years. not sure exactly how long, but at least that. it's wierd. and i'm on this trip to florida, which i planned with kai after i realized i wasn't going with sam. i'm not with either of them, obviously. and i didn't see it coming. but, i'm having a great birthday, just won big at the casino night, monday i'm going to the real casino, and i'm about to go out with Tiana and peeps to a bar and celebrating. I miss Lanre though. A birthday kiss via text is nowhere near as nice. But the intention is all i need. It's nice to have a really great boyfriend who treats me right, and isn't secretly a terribly person, but is genuine and sweet.