FUCK IT

[bupa]

I fuckin hate him, treats me like im a disapointment.. WTF i ever do.. Love someone.. Serisouly he needs to go fuck him self cause im done.. Im gonna blow up one day and he is just gonna lose his lil baby.. He so fuckin lucky i aint stupid and do something that he could be really be disapointed in.. I never ever in my life did one thing to disown him... NoT FUCKIN ONE. And now that i am happy wit someone he looks down to me well fuck him... I aint like him i aint gonna beat my kids and beat my wife and be a fuckin drunk and cheat on my wife and let my lil daughter catch me making out wit her uncles g/f or catch me in a garage wit the next door neighbor.. No but did i look down to him did i call him an asshole did i leave his fuckin side, Did i tell my mom to leave his ass or did i tell her to stick by him and work it out... Maybe i do regret my answer....................... I cant help being me..... I never changed not even a lil and i get this bullshit and of course i cant tell any of my family memebers cause one they wont believe me or two everything well fall apart so i well just hold this shit in until i snap on him and until that day comes hes gonna feel all the pain ive been feeling for the past two week no fuck that all my fuckin life hes gonna feel his knuckle brused and cut up and sore, he could feel his heart braking into thousands of fuckin pieces.... And i aint gonna give a shit about him no more just like he gives a shit about me and on how i feel... He needs to have beers in him to accept me, and say he loves me and smile at me..

Well he better hope, when he wakes up that, ill still be there cause i tell you now i am fading away from him.................................................................................................................................................... I cant write no more.................