Damnit...
Look, Andi, I don't know if you'll even read this but in case you do...
I wrote that last entry before we talked on the phone...before you told me what you did.
I didn't ever want to be right.
I didn't want her to not be the one for you.
All I wanted was for you to be happy, with or without her. I was honestly hoping with, it's just that everytime you're with her, things go wrong, so I pushed more for without.
I wish to god I'd been wrong, Andi.
If me being wrong would have made her and everything else right and you happy, I'd take it in a heartbeat. Even if I lost you for it.
I truly only wish for your happiness. I just wish it didn't come at such a price. That was never my intention.
I love you Sissy...
...and I'm sorry.
I wrote that last entry before we talked on the phone...before you told me what you did.
I didn't ever want to be right.
I didn't want her to not be the one for you.
All I wanted was for you to be happy, with or without her. I was honestly hoping with, it's just that everytime you're with her, things go wrong, so I pushed more for without.
I wish to god I'd been wrong, Andi.
If me being wrong would have made her and everything else right and you happy, I'd take it in a heartbeat. Even if I lost you for it.
I truly only wish for your happiness. I just wish it didn't come at such a price. That was never my intention.
I love you Sissy...
...and I'm sorry.