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GUYS I AM REALLY HAPPY I'M OFFICIALLY DOWN 15.5 LBS WHICH MEANS I'M 2.5 LBS AWAY FROM MY HAWAII GOAL!!!!!!!!!!
1*7.5!
i can finally SEE results, and knowing that i'm like 8lbs away from my last lowest weight feels fucking good. i LOVE my eating changes too, i feel so much better and never get sick and my gerd is 99.9% under control. now i just need to stop being lazy and incorporate some exercise!! i want the pussycat dolls dvd, haha, but i'm broke right now. soon!
alex and i are going to get together and talk tomorrow i think, and that means i have to officially say i don't want to try and work things out this time. i'm heartbroken and feel shitty but i think it's something i really have to do, for both of us. it's selfish for me to stay in a relationship because of comfort when i can't see it lasting in the long run. we're too different and too similar at the same time. our relationship has gotten unhealthy and no matter how hard we try neither of us can fix it.
i think that's the most i've said about this whole thing since it's happened, to anyone, because avoiding talking about it means it's not real. ok i gotta stop before i freak out and have a mental breakdown.
PEOPLE WHO ARE BUYING STUFF!!! i'm sorry i've been slow about replying but life has just been too weird for me lately, so i'm going to package stuff up and try to ship by MONDAY! i have a paypal set up and you can either send the money or i can figure out how to send you guys invoices haha. anyway, i'll be handling it all early this coming week!!
ok bye.