dolphins have lost their fun

[bunnytard]

i bet anyone who actually reads this remembers that entry awhile ago about falling back in love, but nothing has happened. all we have r little moments that r so rare it doesnt seem worth it. were two very different people and seems like it wouldnt be the same as it wuz. and even if it wuz theres something being hidden, and i probly will never know wut it is.

so i will once again claim to be moving on

but am i

of course not

ill sit

and ill wait

for something that will never come

and o yea

she wanted me to say that "i never rubbed my tits on peter"

so i hope ur happy

everyday is the same while looking straight ahead
caught in the safety of routine i lose myself again
and if only for a moment do i truly feel this way
then suddenly it all becomes something of worth to me

wont face this day and i wont care now
the sunrise promises nothing new
and here i will stay with four walls round
my heart in a room that wont betray

Now that I've gone too far, this escape has caught up with me
Everyone's gone, They all realized that I stopped caring
so long ago that today was only taken for granted
And tomorrow's just one more that I believe I deserve

Spent too many hours in this room,
leaving the world outside my door
In failed attempts to forget about,
being frustrated with myself

One last time I will watch the sun
go down from this window
And I won't wait for a better day to walk from
all it ever was that I had given up on this road
One last step and I will soon be gone

the only thing that keeps me here is the thought that one day ill fall in love, again, and not ruin it

but its not looking like that is going to happen

so

goodbye

for tonight

or whatever