heykidkiwisrfun: robo, just nibble ur biscuits

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evildrumology: forget everyone
evildrumology: i want val
RuchasaurusRex: youve always wanted val
RuchasaurusRex: but i applaud you for finally realizing it
evildrumology: and i just had an awsome phone call
RuchasaurusRex: awwww
RuchasaurusRex: howd it go?
evildrumology: good
evildrumology: also
evildrumology: :)
evildrumology: also
evildrumology: :)
evildrumology: :)

i probly shouldnt write all this because certain people(sabrina) might see it and make trouble for me but right now im so hopeful and really happy i dont really care if i get my ass kicked because i just talked to the person ive mentioned all through this journal and have mostly been sad about because things didnt look to hopeful and bla but, i think things might be changing.

ok

i hope things might be changing

but im going to exagerate

and say they ARE

cause

i remembered how much i loved her tonight

i remembered how much i missed her

i remembered how much i STILL do

and i realized how much i dont care who kicks my ass or yells at me because shes still the same person i thought had changed

but she didnt

and i want her back even more

and

yea

yea

ok

well

i love her

deal with it

and

ok

although this makes everything else going on seem like its fucking stupid and doesnt even matter(at least to me it does)

theres other things to tell

marching band starts tomorow(i think i still want her) and i have to get up at fucking 830 to be there and it ends at three and that sucks alot(im pretty sure i do). i set my drum set back up, and nick and ryan r right, my snare does sound like larses snare, and that seriously makes me want to die, i need to get a new snare or tune this one better, that really fucking sucks.(yea i still want her)ive cracked another cymbal that sucks too. wow, thats alot of things that suck. but

u know wut doesnt suck?

wow, im really happy

and

yea

ok

well its time to go to bed so i can get up tomorow

night all(or whoever wastes there time reading about my want for her)

when all is said and done its ok to just want more

almost have more

i really really hope