Jul 30, 2003 23:18
ok, so im sitting here thinking id probly be better off in mass, or if alyssa moved here, and how much my love life sucks and ive fucked up so many times and i should take peters advice and not worry about it....but my chances of actually meeting alyssa r small until like, next year, and im an impatient little fuck, if anything cool were to happen, id probly fuck it up, and i cant just not worry about it, theres things i want to happen, and even though there not happening, im also a hopeful little fuck. we have this show friday, and as hopeful as i am to hook up with someone afterwards, doubt it will happen, but if it does, i dont think i would do anything cause...i dont know y....fuck,
everything sucks
this wont be the last time you hear me complain
i know too many songs that scrape the surface of how i feel and i am not talented enough to write my own song. fucking-a, theres things i want to write in here but im not going to, because people r actually reading this and knowing my luck ill probly fuck myself over even more by mentioning fucking names
fuck
theres gotta be something i can do
probly not
this sucks
alot
its one oclock, and im still in bed
but i dont wanna leave here just yet
whats for me on the tv
too much time to sit and think
months go by faster than days
bills are due and i still cant pay
there has got to be something more
then these lyrics of angst and porn
feels so good now
i dont want out
i have never known anything before
brings me to my knees, keeps me on the floor
i still know you girl, what your thinking of
sorry i cant stay, a thousand miles away
im so sick of writing songs
about the girls that broke my heart
but i know im not done
dont look now here comes another one
id get a job, but id just quit
stay in bed i hit snooze again
safe inside, you cant get hit
take one answer then your an addict
mark morris, u r awsome. he serisously writes the coolest songs and i swear he stalked me and wrote about me. no. too hopeful.
ok, im off to sleep dreams of alyssa, dreams of other girls and how much things suck....poo.....crap...fuck....
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