Regression
I'm reaching the point of regression, which is far past dressing like I used to (I.E. super emo, Gothy punk girl) , coloring in coloring books, and calling in mass my friends at home whom I'm constantly paranoid are moving on so far beyond ever wanting to spend time with me again.. that i'm actually reading old journals missing my ex's, and OH dear god..looking at photos and crying..
Times are ripe for a personal epiphany, things I'm doing to create such.
1. Changing my hair
2. Creating more artwork in attempts to work out whatever the hell is causing this
3. figuring out the true cause of this regression
4. organizing my life
5. trying to work less, and take it less seriously, not in a sense that i'll slack off, but in a way that won't result in me being rage filled and emotional unstable at work, due to incredible insecurity and lack of self appreciation.
6. loss weight to feel better about the me on the outside
7. physical therapy so the above noted won't kill me, i go mondays and wednesday.
and most importantly
8. start sleeping.. i hate my stupid stupid insomnia.. because typically all of the above don't usually happen without it.
Times are ripe for a personal epiphany, things I'm doing to create such.
1. Changing my hair
2. Creating more artwork in attempts to work out whatever the hell is causing this
3. figuring out the true cause of this regression
4. organizing my life
5. trying to work less, and take it less seriously, not in a sense that i'll slack off, but in a way that won't result in me being rage filled and emotional unstable at work, due to incredible insecurity and lack of self appreciation.
6. loss weight to feel better about the me on the outside
7. physical therapy so the above noted won't kill me, i go mondays and wednesday.
and most importantly
8. start sleeping.. i hate my stupid stupid insomnia.. because typically all of the above don't usually happen without it.