Eri Asai
I feel cheerful like I haven't felt in a while, so it feels ok to write an entry. I've been reading quite a bit, spending a lot of time looking for books in the library. I picked up a book that looked interesting, called "Confessions of Edward Day" and it's a novel from an actor's perspective in New York in the 1970's. It's really good. I understand better what it must be like to be an actor... I never gave much thought to it before. Reading the book made me realize I was looking into another world, and how desirable that sense of escape I feel when reading is. I'm not sure if I should be worried about reading too much, but really, that is all I feel like doing. I hope it's good for something.
Other than that, I really want to be back in school! I'm kind of excited about it. Strangely enough, I'll actually have more money because I won't have to be paying my cock-sucking student loans like I'm doing now. And I want to take a Japanese class, to see if I like it. I don't think I'll really enjoy having classes with insufferable anime nerds, such as there are in Japanese class, but maybe they will make me feel better about myself. That isn't so bad, and I need it.
I'm definitely happier when I indulge in my bad side. Perfectionism is such a fucking bitch. But to be bad and wrong and know it and love it, man, that's alright.
Other than that, I really want to be back in school! I'm kind of excited about it. Strangely enough, I'll actually have more money because I won't have to be paying my cock-sucking student loans like I'm doing now. And I want to take a Japanese class, to see if I like it. I don't think I'll really enjoy having classes with insufferable anime nerds, such as there are in Japanese class, but maybe they will make me feel better about myself. That isn't so bad, and I need it.
I'm definitely happier when I indulge in my bad side. Perfectionism is such a fucking bitch. But to be bad and wrong and know it and love it, man, that's alright.