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Amy and I broke up this last week, things have changed so much. I went to visit her at Ringling, the art school she's going to, and we worked a lot of things out. She was very sweet and talked to me, and helped me and did everything for me and with me. I want to go to art school now. I feel like I fell in love with Ringling, but already I'm not quite sure it's what I really want if I'm dropping everything to go off. My roomates like SVA a lot, and I'm not sure if the cartooning stuff they have on thier website is more along the lines of what I'm really interested in doing anyway, rather than illustration. I don't know though, I definetly want to talk to some students and stuff too. I did the whole fastweb and collegeboard thing, and it's really cool how easily it is to get interested and involved. Anyway, I still have a lot of work to do with it, putting together a portfolio and all.
Life seems different now.
I feel like this last week was perhaps one of the most enlightening things thats ever happened, I feel like I've been living in tunnel vision my whole life, and now I'm more open, and more alive. I had a blast and it's sad that its over. The week, the relationship.. everything. But I'm glad about the future, and that's really what I'm spending most of my time trying to think about anyway.
Hopefully I can post more about my college search ideas here as I learn more.
Life seems different now.
I feel like this last week was perhaps one of the most enlightening things thats ever happened, I feel like I've been living in tunnel vision my whole life, and now I'm more open, and more alive. I had a blast and it's sad that its over. The week, the relationship.. everything. But I'm glad about the future, and that's really what I'm spending most of my time trying to think about anyway.
Hopefully I can post more about my college search ideas here as I learn more.