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there is a guy that is almost always in the computer lab here at the library when i am. i don't know who he is. i actually don't really care. it's just funny that he's here all the time. he said hi to me today, like we were old friends. maybe we are. kind of like i'm apparently friends enough with the guy that tells people which computer they can use that he feels he can tease me. whatever. it's nice to have strangers as friends. haha.
summer is almost over. i don't even know why. it seems like it's been really long. and really short. all at the same time. this entire summer has been a big, important experience for me. i am more and more okay with just being myself than i ever was before. i daresay that i have mellowed out. even just a little bit. i won't take crap. from anyone. i sometimes say things before i really think and i hardly regret it. i like hanging out with my grandparents and watching movies on lifetime or hallmark. i like sitting in the basement with my grandpa, watching tigers baseball, and not saying anything at all. i like writing letters. i am grateful that i found such a fabulous friend in whitney. i am glad she has friends that think i'm funny, that want to hang out with me. perhaps this summer is about transitions, about being on the verge of something else (something great?), about being alone. i don't know. i don't even know what i'm trying to say.
i just figured you needed to hear from me since it's been almost a month since i updated. i am not dead. i am okay. are you?
-E
summer is almost over. i don't even know why. it seems like it's been really long. and really short. all at the same time. this entire summer has been a big, important experience for me. i am more and more okay with just being myself than i ever was before. i daresay that i have mellowed out. even just a little bit. i won't take crap. from anyone. i sometimes say things before i really think and i hardly regret it. i like hanging out with my grandparents and watching movies on lifetime or hallmark. i like sitting in the basement with my grandpa, watching tigers baseball, and not saying anything at all. i like writing letters. i am grateful that i found such a fabulous friend in whitney. i am glad she has friends that think i'm funny, that want to hang out with me. perhaps this summer is about transitions, about being on the verge of something else (something great?), about being alone. i don't know. i don't even know what i'm trying to say.
i just figured you needed to hear from me since it's been almost a month since i updated. i am not dead. i am okay. are you?
-E