Twist, Turn, Shout
The other day, it was raining when I went to bed. I was very tempted to just jump out of my bed and walk around outside. Why didn't I???
it's all relative
even if you don't understand
I'm not doing a very good job. I don't feel focused or diligent or motivated or any of the things that I wanted to be. I just feel really stressed and nervous and worried and overly concerned about things that aren't important. And I thought I knew what I was doing, but I really just don't. I really don't.
I miss my family.
I'm sorry if I haven't talked to you in a while. I'm sorry if I seem antisocial or angry or annoyed and such. Maybe I am. Maybe there's no excuse. But maybe I'm just tired of trying to make everything ok for everyone else. Maybe I'm sick of being the one that's ok and works to make sure everyone is on the same page and is happy. I need to just move to Morocco or something. But maybe not Morocco.
This entry is pretty much ridiculous. I would delete it, but then how would you know what I am really feeling? It's called a LiveJournal for a reason, right?
-E
it's all relative
even if you don't understand
I'm not doing a very good job. I don't feel focused or diligent or motivated or any of the things that I wanted to be. I just feel really stressed and nervous and worried and overly concerned about things that aren't important. And I thought I knew what I was doing, but I really just don't. I really don't.
I miss my family.
I'm sorry if I haven't talked to you in a while. I'm sorry if I seem antisocial or angry or annoyed and such. Maybe I am. Maybe there's no excuse. But maybe I'm just tired of trying to make everything ok for everyone else. Maybe I'm sick of being the one that's ok and works to make sure everyone is on the same page and is happy. I need to just move to Morocco or something. But maybe not Morocco.
This entry is pretty much ridiculous. I would delete it, but then how would you know what I am really feeling? It's called a LiveJournal for a reason, right?
-E