Warning: Cheesiness
So its been forever since I posted here, if anyone still bothers to read my infrequent posts. Feels abit unusual typing here because I would always come here to talk, to share feelings and experiences and interests that I couldn't share with anyone else. Its changed now. Since I have found a person who not only shares the same feelings and outlooks on this world, but who also understands my feelings and will listen and comfort me if need be. I'm ofcourse talking about my gentle pilot ^_^
Now, i know, i wasn't sure about this relationship at the start but the more time I spend in this relationship the more I love this guy, not just for the amazing qualities he has, being attentive and kind and understanding, and not just for the caring person he is but also for the fact that he respects me and my feelings which not many people do in this day and age, not at the age of 22 anyway. The long distance can sometimes be hard and sometimes I do find myself, especially at nights, missing him more than anything in this world and knowing me noone should be surprised that i might also shed a tear or two, but I try and look at the positive sides of this relationship, at the fact that we may soon be living together and sharing our worlds with each other (not that we dont already but with the distance its abit difficult to share much but phone conversations and feelings). And the thought of having this person in my life every day not just at the other end of the phone but next to me at some stage of my life makes the distance between us seem miniscule. I worked very hard for many years to obtain a career, for many many years education and career were my goal in life. Now I have a new, more rewarding goal in life. My love.
p.s. excuse the cheesiness, whoever may read this. Love does this to you.
Now, i know, i wasn't sure about this relationship at the start but the more time I spend in this relationship the more I love this guy, not just for the amazing qualities he has, being attentive and kind and understanding, and not just for the caring person he is but also for the fact that he respects me and my feelings which not many people do in this day and age, not at the age of 22 anyway. The long distance can sometimes be hard and sometimes I do find myself, especially at nights, missing him more than anything in this world and knowing me noone should be surprised that i might also shed a tear or two, but I try and look at the positive sides of this relationship, at the fact that we may soon be living together and sharing our worlds with each other (not that we dont already but with the distance its abit difficult to share much but phone conversations and feelings). And the thought of having this person in my life every day not just at the other end of the phone but next to me at some stage of my life makes the distance between us seem miniscule. I worked very hard for many years to obtain a career, for many many years education and career were my goal in life. Now I have a new, more rewarding goal in life. My love.
p.s. excuse the cheesiness, whoever may read this. Love does this to you.