I'm so bummed
god. I'm so depressed. Maybe I should be emo. now I hate emo and all that it stands for but maybe I should start whining and bitching in my livejournal. I've got no one else to talk to. It's not like anyone reads my journal any way.
I'll read other people's journals and that always makes it worse. Its either "Oh I'm so happy! Summer is great! Me and all of my friends are having a ball!!"---and I'm not. or its the same story I have. I just read this girls lj. I know her and I've talked to her. a friendly aquaintance. and she's just talking about how she's still hung up over her ex girlfriend and how lonely she is. like no one cares about her anymore. and how she gave up all of her friends for her. I want to just reach out to her. tell her "I feel you. I know EXACTLY what you're saying. WE should be together." but. that would never happen. bsides. even if were POSSIBLE it's still IMPROBABLE. she's a lot older than I am. *heavy sigh* at least I'll always have the memories of the tiem we spent together at that party. It all started when I hugged her. god. I wish I could hug her right now.
I could really use a hug.
I'll read other people's journals and that always makes it worse. Its either "Oh I'm so happy! Summer is great! Me and all of my friends are having a ball!!"---and I'm not. or its the same story I have. I just read this girls lj. I know her and I've talked to her. a friendly aquaintance. and she's just talking about how she's still hung up over her ex girlfriend and how lonely she is. like no one cares about her anymore. and how she gave up all of her friends for her. I want to just reach out to her. tell her "I feel you. I know EXACTLY what you're saying. WE should be together." but. that would never happen. bsides. even if were POSSIBLE it's still IMPROBABLE. she's a lot older than I am. *heavy sigh* at least I'll always have the memories of the tiem we spent together at that party. It all started when I hugged her. god. I wish I could hug her right now.
I could really use a hug.