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Aug 23, 2004 11:26

I better type this quick before my aunt makes me get off the computer. The put a password on the comp! how incredibley gay! What's gonna happen when school starts? They think I'm on too much. ITS THE FUCKING SUMMER!! I have the computer and television. I could journal, which is something productive or I could do nothing. They think i'm in evil chatsites or something. all I do is go on aol. I know exactly who I'm talking to on the other line!!
g'ah! oh! Where I was! I was in the mental hospital for a week. it sucked.
and then I got grounded for no reason so I couldn't go to emphasis night and I had to cancel my party. which is really extreme and my parents agreed with me.

so much to type! gosh! I miss my parents. I went to see them today. Aunt glori and uncle rick aren't my parents. My parents are my parents. I'm just living with them untill I finish school. Uncle Rick said "Oh, well now I have to raise 2 children!..." I'm not a child. I'm almost 16 and aaron is 18. I'm old enough to have a job and responsibilities. My parents (emphasis on he word "PARENTS") raised me and trained me to be like this. And my aunt and uncle don't believe a damn word I say which was enough for me to kill myself. If it weren't for Mr.CHianakas I would have. The counselors in the hospital even said glori and rick have too many restrictions and they meant as parents. Now, that means they definately have way too many restrictions as aunt and uncle. and nobody told my parents I was in the hospital. I was in the hospital for a week and my parents didn't know untill I'd been in there for days. But my Grandma knew and my uncle Matt knew. The two people I told my uncle and aunt NOT to tell. WHAT FUCKING BUISNESS IS THIS OF THEIRS??!!! NONE!! and my PARENTS (again emphasis on the word "PARENTS") didn't know that their only daughter and my father's youngest was in the hospital and had been in the hospital. When I visited them they told me if I wanted to come back to live with them I could. I don't know. I'd have to move to BLoomington and drop karate and I wouldn't see my friends. I just don't know. I moved in with glo and rick to be with my big brother and now he's in college. I don't know what to do.

Miss Felecia had her baby with her. I usually don't like babies but this one was cool.

I'm talking to tex grebner on the aol. he seems really cool but he might just be playing with me. I should go now. g'night! more tomorrow!!
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