I get to see Arron this weekend!
We have a YL leadership thing this weekend. I'm really excited to see Arron, Jamison, Garvin, and them this weekend.
So yeah, been doing a lot of "soul searching" here lately. Working out more is helping out and yeah, I'm starting to really like myself again. I still have low selfesteem when it comes to girls although. But I don't know, I think I might just have that problem until I fall in love. The one time I was in love was really the only time ironically I felt really good about myself, when it comes to looks and that. I do think I have a good personality, I just don't think my personality is the right one for most girls. Oh well *sigh*
Just need to have faith and everything will work out my way : )
So yeah, been doing a lot of "soul searching" here lately. Working out more is helping out and yeah, I'm starting to really like myself again. I still have low selfesteem when it comes to girls although. But I don't know, I think I might just have that problem until I fall in love. The one time I was in love was really the only time ironically I felt really good about myself, when it comes to looks and that. I do think I have a good personality, I just don't think my personality is the right one for most girls. Oh well *sigh*
Just need to have faith and everything will work out my way : )