i hate being sick

[bunnyjess]

so ive been thinking alot lately.
bout things going on around me.
bout myself and what i have been doing.
bout some news i got.

i have come to sorta find myself.
im alot happier with myself.
i know what i have to do to be happy.
and hopefully,i will be.

Nik, ill help u.
dont worry.
to myself, we can do this.
and as for the news....
i dont hate you...
but i dont like you...
but i genuinely wish you the best with her and your soon to be child.

if i could only say that to him it'd work alot better.
saying it to myself is a big step and at least now i can do it.

i graduated!
go me!
there is an actual ceremony in August.
i am edumacted!