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Apr 11, 2006 21:33

you think things are fine, but they aren't. its not a big deal, nothing you should be able to complain about but it si teh only thing wrong right now, so i fills up that whole space you know.

there is a girl on the other hand. i'm not interested at all, but she is very cute. i don't wnat to date her because i don't think we are compatible, not that i know, but i like that she exist and seeing her and she says hi and she has very kind eyes. i just like the concept of her.

i think someone told me something in spite. like it was upset about something so it told me something i didnt want to hear to make me upset so i would feel upset too. i think this is rude, but i shouldn't care, it doesn't effect me in any real way and maybe it feels better about itself.

i sisters wedding is in less than a month. that should be sweet. i just realized that john hunter wont be there. he died a while ago, i guess about two years. i didn't know him very well, but he was one of the freinds from high school of my sister that she stayed friends with. i wonder if people will remember he is gone. i hope so.

right now i'm pounding the keys on my keyboard, its loud and i like it. i want to go on a walk in this weather at night when the wind is blowing hard and maybe i will smell some honeysuckles. god, i love honeysuckles.

maybe i will teach english in asia after i graduate. that would be sweet. i guess i'll think about doing taht.
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