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HOME!!!! I can't wait to be home, and I have to wait until around 6 tonight to leave. *sighs* Can't wait to see everyone I've missed, and I can't wait for all the manipulative drama that goes on in my home. I'm almost out of practice with it, though :look Haven't had any need for it since I left home lol.
Hmm...I wonder what Amanda and Jordan are doing this weekend. They had better not be leaving Montague, cuz I will be pissed if they do! Ohhhh yes, really pissed *glare*
So I got my paycheck today, and I'm trying to resist the urge to buy more cigarettes to hold me through this weekend. I never used to be like this, and I'm almost wondering what the fucking hell is wrong with me :scratch. That could be a tough one to sort out lol. So, I'm on probation only until next December, and I have to go to one of those AA classes, but I don't get an MIP, and I don't have to go to an actual court. I was really freaking out that I was going to get kicked out or something. That's what I get for being stupid. At least nothing permanently bad came out of my stupidity...except my smoking. At least I'll never be that huge of a fool again, and I have the ability to learn and not fuck up my second chance.
Well, I'm tired. Off for one of my lovely little catnaps before I start packing and head to Frandor. Gotta get those cigerettes, after all!
Hmm...I wonder what Amanda and Jordan are doing this weekend. They had better not be leaving Montague, cuz I will be pissed if they do! Ohhhh yes, really pissed *glare*
So I got my paycheck today, and I'm trying to resist the urge to buy more cigarettes to hold me through this weekend. I never used to be like this, and I'm almost wondering what the fucking hell is wrong with me :scratch. That could be a tough one to sort out lol. So, I'm on probation only until next December, and I have to go to one of those AA classes, but I don't get an MIP, and I don't have to go to an actual court. I was really freaking out that I was going to get kicked out or something. That's what I get for being stupid. At least nothing permanently bad came out of my stupidity...except my smoking. At least I'll never be that huge of a fool again, and I have the ability to learn and not fuck up my second chance.
Well, I'm tired. Off for one of my lovely little catnaps before I start packing and head to Frandor. Gotta get those cigerettes, after all!