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So I think that christian and I are gonna go on a date. Its set way in advance, i guess to make sure i can fit it into my busy schedule (?) I dunno. It in october (9th i think? how terrible is that, i just made the silly date and now i don't remember the date....)
We talk really really easily on the phone. I pray its the same in real life. This'll be really differnt than, oh, everything i've ever done with dating. he's got an interesting view on what he'd like to have as a relationship, conceptually speaking, not the *actual* person. Pretty much, be completely open about everything, lay the cards out on the table, andif it doesn't work, then it doesn't work, thanks for the fun and have a good life. I'm not looking for serious anything, he's cool with that. There's pretty much no commitment in this possible future. Well, the caring and affection, der thats needed, but absolutely no smothering and no worry about what the other person is doing. One of those, i'll call you tomorrow, if you're busy or can't talk, then gimme a call when you're availble next and its cool.
I don't htink i can explain this sufficently enough. Just get that i'm excited about the date, and the ease/non committement this'll mean. *whew* life doesn't seem as difficult now that we're already putting cards out on the table. Ganted, this is brand spanking new interest, territory, and everythingelse that goes along with meeting new people. And being new, everything we talked about is rather hypothetical cuz we have to go on a date first before i really make any sort of 'non-commitment' commitments. Ah the irony :)
P.S. he asked me this really odd question. myabe it was odd cuz i'ma girl and you just don't ask about weight, but he asked if i was over 200lbs. I'm not, but it threw me that he was asking about that, apparently he's got a weight restiction at 210, whichi guess i dont' care about, but it seemed odd to me. Kinda worried abotu the date a bit, i'm not 210 by a fair amount, but now i'm all self consciencous about it. ahhh! i don't look like i'm 210, do i? wait, DO NOT ANSWER THAT!!! just don't mess with my head like that :P girls and weight concepts should never be in the same conversation/sentance/universe. rambling now, good night
yay date!
We talk really really easily on the phone. I pray its the same in real life. This'll be really differnt than, oh, everything i've ever done with dating. he's got an interesting view on what he'd like to have as a relationship, conceptually speaking, not the *actual* person. Pretty much, be completely open about everything, lay the cards out on the table, andif it doesn't work, then it doesn't work, thanks for the fun and have a good life. I'm not looking for serious anything, he's cool with that. There's pretty much no commitment in this possible future. Well, the caring and affection, der thats needed, but absolutely no smothering and no worry about what the other person is doing. One of those, i'll call you tomorrow, if you're busy or can't talk, then gimme a call when you're availble next and its cool.
I don't htink i can explain this sufficently enough. Just get that i'm excited about the date, and the ease/non committement this'll mean. *whew* life doesn't seem as difficult now that we're already putting cards out on the table. Ganted, this is brand spanking new interest, territory, and everythingelse that goes along with meeting new people. And being new, everything we talked about is rather hypothetical cuz we have to go on a date first before i really make any sort of 'non-commitment' commitments. Ah the irony :)
P.S. he asked me this really odd question. myabe it was odd cuz i'ma girl and you just don't ask about weight, but he asked if i was over 200lbs. I'm not, but it threw me that he was asking about that, apparently he's got a weight restiction at 210, whichi guess i dont' care about, but it seemed odd to me. Kinda worried abotu the date a bit, i'm not 210 by a fair amount, but now i'm all self consciencous about it. ahhh! i don't look like i'm 210, do i? wait, DO NOT ANSWER THAT!!! just don't mess with my head like that :P girls and weight concepts should never be in the same conversation/sentance/universe. rambling now, good night
yay date!