hey i don't feel like moving really

[bunnyboy_carrot]

so i'll keep on talking...that is, if my mind doesn't go blank. what's new with me....hmm....ok, well, yesterday was me and pepper's 9 month, that was nice. pepper keeps me alive. my dad started drinking again, in fact, i was about to start bitching about the new and almost empty bottle of wine in his cupboard, but i don't feel like winding myself up. my father and my sister's fionce got into a huge fight the other day, i almost threw up out of sheer fear during that one, i've been constantly sick and out of it for about a week, but for some reason i can think at the moment...probably because i got sleep. i feel disrespected, let down and lonely and i miss my friends. and pepper has work today, so that means if i end up seeing my friends today, then i won't see her. so i have to consider what i want to do...i wish i could call her and see if we could hang out this saturday or sunday or both. we'll see i guess.

that's about all i have to say. now i have to try to get in touch with matt...where are you matt? oh yeah, school. damnit.