Dec 13, 2005 20:48
Tonight was exhausting. I went to the mall with Al and got some Christmas shopping done.
That's not why it was exhausting, though. My nerves are completely shot.
I went to the Dollar Tree to get something for Abby, and these two black girls tore eachother apart. I seriously thought I was going to die tonight. I was so fucking scared, especially because I was in there alone.
The thing that bothered me the most is that the one girl was carrying a little baby. What the fuck is wrong with people?
So yeah, I just waited until it was quiet and walked casually out of the store. XD
God.. I still can't stop shaking. I feel like I'm jello.
I still have stuff to get... gah.
I hate the mall.
Oh god.. today was good though. It was so good... I had art. :D
He was so close to me today.. it was almost dangerously close... he rubbed against me.. and I thought I was going to orgasm. There's no other way to put what I felt when his skin touched mine. It was... fantastic. Magnificent. Marvelous. Amazing. Spectacular. Stupendous.
I almost lost all words and thought...
I felt like I wanted to pull him in, and never let go. I felt like he was it.
It was so intense. And it only lasted a few seconds.