pay no attention to me, i'm just a bit fucked in the head
Ever want to complain about life when you really have no reason too?
I’m in a bizarre mood; I think I’m a bit attention starved as of late. Which is admittedly shallow of me.. I’m sure I could just as easily focus on an area of my life which isn’t so fucking trivial.
I really just want to do something new with the way I look. I’ve had the same look for so long now that I feel incredibly plain. Add to that I’m in school for hair design, and having boring hair, despite it being blue just makes me sad. Maybe it’s the change of the seasons that has me in the mind set? Atone time, I used to really turn heads when I walked around downtown, now I barely get noticed.. *Le Sigh* no matter how old I get, I can’t seem to escape my own petty insecurities…
On a different, less self absorbed tangent! School is god. I couldn’t have made a better chose for myself. I’m starting to understand so much and it’s only been 3 weeks. The people I go to class with are so nice, and the instructors and great. Our class had a picnic yesterday in a park just cause. The class is next to a wondrous pub which offers 99 cents for shots every Thursday which is the day class lasts till 8pm… tres convenient .. A class drinking night has been adopted every second Thursday.
Also I want a tattoo! I’ve been avoiding getting one for ages; I don’t do well with things that are permanent as I can be a super fickle bastard when it comes to how I look. However, it just feels right now. I want to start laying the ground work for a chest piece, I’ve been going over designs in my head for months now and I finally have one that suits who I am. Getting it to paper sadly is anther thing entirely.. Well I’m off to go buy a pin stripe shirt! Le joy!
I’m in a bizarre mood; I think I’m a bit attention starved as of late. Which is admittedly shallow of me.. I’m sure I could just as easily focus on an area of my life which isn’t so fucking trivial.
I really just want to do something new with the way I look. I’ve had the same look for so long now that I feel incredibly plain. Add to that I’m in school for hair design, and having boring hair, despite it being blue just makes me sad. Maybe it’s the change of the seasons that has me in the mind set? Atone time, I used to really turn heads when I walked around downtown, now I barely get noticed.. *Le Sigh* no matter how old I get, I can’t seem to escape my own petty insecurities…
On a different, less self absorbed tangent! School is god. I couldn’t have made a better chose for myself. I’m starting to understand so much and it’s only been 3 weeks. The people I go to class with are so nice, and the instructors and great. Our class had a picnic yesterday in a park just cause. The class is next to a wondrous pub which offers 99 cents for shots every Thursday which is the day class lasts till 8pm… tres convenient .. A class drinking night has been adopted every second Thursday.
Also I want a tattoo! I’ve been avoiding getting one for ages; I don’t do well with things that are permanent as I can be a super fickle bastard when it comes to how I look. However, it just feels right now. I want to start laying the ground work for a chest piece, I’ve been going over designs in my head for months now and I finally have one that suits who I am. Getting it to paper sadly is anther thing entirely.. Well I’m off to go buy a pin stripe shirt! Le joy!