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Im not exactly able to handle my emotions about this entire situation.
He was my bestfriend. He raised me to be who I am today, how am I supposed to handle this?
Brennen's mom came to see my today to get pictures of brennen. I took them from aichans website (btw)
I sat up until two a.m. crying on his bass, feeling his presence, it has just started to hit me.
When brennen's phone number showed on the ID. All the sudden, "Oh Brennen, he must be calling to see if we have practice" 2100...It was his mom.
"Kody? I wanted to know if you had pictures of Brennen" I was then starting to lose it. He wasnt calling for practice. He wasnt calling, ever again...
"Yes. I do."
"ill pay you, please can you get me those pictures?"
"please, dont even think of paying me, its the least I could do honestly"
"thank you so much Kody, You know, brennen is in a happier place, laughing at us because he beat us to heaven" how could she stay so strong? im not sure, Even his sisters, Brennen's mom (Lani) Is the single most incredible person i've ever met.
Im not sure what im supposed to do to handle this, They keep telling me to be strong. But...
I dont think they realize how long ive known brennen, He became like my brother when Garrett left.
This is all happening so fast, ill update later.
He was my bestfriend. He raised me to be who I am today, how am I supposed to handle this?
Brennen's mom came to see my today to get pictures of brennen. I took them from aichans website (btw)
I sat up until two a.m. crying on his bass, feeling his presence, it has just started to hit me.
When brennen's phone number showed on the ID. All the sudden, "Oh Brennen, he must be calling to see if we have practice" 2100...It was his mom.
"Kody? I wanted to know if you had pictures of Brennen" I was then starting to lose it. He wasnt calling for practice. He wasnt calling, ever again...
"Yes. I do."
"ill pay you, please can you get me those pictures?"
"please, dont even think of paying me, its the least I could do honestly"
"thank you so much Kody, You know, brennen is in a happier place, laughing at us because he beat us to heaven" how could she stay so strong? im not sure, Even his sisters, Brennen's mom (Lani) Is the single most incredible person i've ever met.
Im not sure what im supposed to do to handle this, They keep telling me to be strong. But...
I dont think they realize how long ive known brennen, He became like my brother when Garrett left.
This is all happening so fast, ill update later.