Sep 25, 2005 22:36
I've had the house to myself since Friday evening because Liza's been in Champaign all weekend and decided to stay an extra night tonight. It's ok...if I had a boyfriend to visit I'd be doing the same thing.
It's been raining all day and only recently stopped, so I went out for a walk and then decided to come to the computer lab. My hair is all crazy from the humidity and I'm not wearing any makeup and I don't feel attractive but it doesn't matter. I don't think I'll meet the man of my dreams at the EIU computer lab at 10:30 on Sunday night.
I recently sat down and tried to do a little drawing. I think I was mildly successful, which rather surprised me. But it's a good thing for me because I need creative outlets to keep myself sane. I also recently read all my old creative writing attempts I still have saved on my hard drive, and I realize that I was good at writing but I was never a good writer. I was good at descriptives and word use and moderately good at dialogue, but I couldn't think up a good plot to save my life, mostly because I hate conflict so much in real life that I always avoided writing about it. So I dunno. The point of it all is that I've been wanting to do some writing again but I have absolutely no inspiration. Which really shouldn't come as any sort of a surprise.