Missed

[bunny128]

You are missed
my heart has been left in a torn blubbering bloddy mass
i sit in the corner of my dark room
begging for the waves of exhaustion
the lights all out the soft glow of the television
we used to sit up and fall asleep holding each other
there are no arms wrapped around me
my tears won't stop falling
you saw right through me
you were in pain
i tried and failed
you promised
i hope to be given another chance
a chance to prove my love
my heart aches
my stomach churns
i miss you
i miss your lips
your smile
i miss your kisses
your passion and lust
your love so overpowering
i need you in my life
not because you only make me happy
but because you are my best friend
my lover
my better and other half
you were my partner
i loved to laugh with you
to share our happiness
please come back to me
please don't forget what we shared
please find a way to move past the lies and the pain
know in ur heart that i will never fail you
please come back
you know you can trust me...you know i will stand up and shout it from the rooftops
how much i love you
i always will