i love mondays!

[bunnijesyka]

once again its a monday. i havent written since last tuesday n not really much went on. so i mean thats bad but very good in a way. lately ive ben noticeing that i jus dont care...ive ben very lazy and not aware of myself. ive done some stupid things that i cant take back but its really hard because i feel guilty. this weekend was a lot of fun, but i probably could have done some things different. i jus hope to be more aware of whats goin on now. alicia said ive changed. alot of it i can believe too...i dont want this type of change..the type that i know shes talkin about is bad. im goin to try really hard to be more aware of whats goin on, because i know a lot of people who change and its not always for the good, and i dont want to end up that way, i want my change to be for the better, so thats what im goin to do. this is something ive ben thinkin a lot about after i talked to alicia. its kind of dissapointing when someone points stuff liek that out, but i did need to hear it. so im glad alicia said somethin. dont get me wrong tho my weekend was really fun. friday we drank n saturday was joannas. overall i think joannas house was soooo much fun.. we all whooped eachothers asses! we ran round the house snapping towels at eachother n ooooh! believe me...i have battle wounds! how stellar! i have bruises n welts n everything! haha im sucha nerdo i know... at least i have fun. all i know is that im gunna try n live life to the fullest from now on, but also try n be aware of others and myself's feelings, cause ifi dont, then drama will arise....garenteed lmao! well im gunna go now...im done typing for now.
xoxooxoxx~jessica ann