Jul 21, 2004 01:45
I just got done burning the tape..mission complete! (for those annonomous people who know what I mean) lmao
Well Well lately has ben good/ bad. The bad, well some people know of my bad drunken experience the other night. I had my first morning hang over--it sucked my cock. I threw up liek 5 times. Once from honeycombs and another from pizza later on after I thought I felt better and the others were just liek water nasty shit. lmao I figured Id share what they looked like, but I dont want to grose you out to much. Haha!
Ive been doing a lot of thinking about life. Whats the purpose?? answer to that is simply the challenge. The challenge to live life to the fullest. No one REALLY knows why we are here, but the only way to live life is to have fun. I know there has been some break ups and drama lately, but all of these things are all for the better in the long run. We need to realize that things change, and they might seem shitty at first, but you will live life better knowing that you grew and got past that experience. You made it through. Never take the easy way out, because that is just selfish. Never abuse your body, because its very unique and only you are you. These are all things that we learn as we get older, and Im glad I came to realize a lot of this during my thinking. I also know now that many people care about me and I thank everyone for being there when I need you. <3
"You gotta hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain, cuz all of life's lessons are learned in pain"
The past couple of days...hmm so what went on. Hung out with Maria and Jason one night. Very good times! lmao and this stupid ass 12 year old who HONESTLY looked like he was 8 came and had the nerve to ask me for a cigerette. How sad is that. I wanted to cry for him lol but all I did was deny him while he like went and cryed in the corner. haha! stupid boy. I haded a bonfire one night and we cooked marshmellows!! I snuck out to ryan pages house and hung out there with ashley kyle kevin jeremy and I dont even know who else, because Im too lazy to think of them. I also hung out with cory andy ryan jimmy alicia and ashley a couple nights too. That was surprisingly fun, because I dont even know why it was. Haha! It was corys 16 bday last night, so happy bday! We hung out in the 'pop-up' camper. People drank and it was fun. I didnt get drunk which is probably for the better considering all the drama that went on that night! lmao! omg alicia tisk tisk..you cant rip marijuana plants for fun! lmao ohhhh dear, twas a weird/very fun night. Oh! and Jasmine went away to camp a week ago and she came back..my little beebs. I love Jas.
Today I went to drivers ed. We haded to go on the highway, but that was actually good. I liek it. It was better then the first time I went on it. lmao After drivers ed I went to Alicias house and we went SWIMMING! yay I love the pool. I went to nemos and got a sandwich for 50cents. How fucking amazing. Tonight we jus hung out again, and Im glad that things are good lately. Like Im actually excited to go out rather then just being like "oh gosh, here we go again to do nothing..." lmao but yeah anywho...Im going to go to bed now. Stupid ass drivers ed tomarro, and maybe pool again, hopefully.
just a random fact...lindsey lohan is really fuckin hot.
thats all...xoxoxx ~jessica ann