Drivers Ed sucks my SACK
Soo...well considering its "tecnically tomarrow" Ill be talking about yesterday, but ill be calling it today, only because it still FEELS like today! OKAY!
Today wasn't that bad at all actually. I got to see Maria FINALLY...
damn her sickness. She had the flu for about a week, and has been staying in since, because shes not fully recoverd. So, it was nice to see her again. Before I saw Maria, I haded to go to the orthodontist. I saw Briana O'Neil there. Shes so nice. I've missed her. We caught up on somethings until the ortho called us in. I think I'll call her sometime to hang out soon, because I loved hanging out with her. Any who, my orthodontist told me to schedual another appointment for in a week or something soon, so I can check my braces to get taken off. We all know how that turned out last time though :-\. After my appointment, I had my first official day of Drivers ED, which, BY THE WAY, sucked my sack. I only knew like 3 people, and 2 out of the three I hate, and the other, well, shes just kind of annoying sometimes. AND ALSO I got stupid ass Mr. Scarpino as my lab teacher! So it will be 892374934303219 billion gagillion more times hard! What the fuck... I wish I could skip the class and just get my license... meh. After Drivers ED, I went home for a while, because I didnt have work until 5. After work, Maria picked me up and we came to my house for a little while, and found out that Jason got hurt while skating and ended up going to the hospital for stitches...poor Jason. We went to Jasons house and played pool and just hung out for a little while. Maria haded to be home, so we left at 10:20. I came home and Am called my cellular. Love ya Am. She came over later and we sat in front of my neighbors driveway and just chilled and chatted. We always have good talks. Am went home and now Im here. I found a good icon. It's from "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower", which is my FAVORITEST book of all time! So I was excited to find it. The only people online that Im talking to at the moment are Amy and Ashley. Im chatting with Ashley about boys. I know things can get rough Ash, and things can be really confusing, like how you think you hate a boy, but there is still feelings there. I know EXACTLY how it is. Well, maybe minus the whole hating the boy. Its more of a not liking him type of deal, but still knowing deep down that you still do no matter what happens. Its hard, I know, and I'm always here for talking, for anyone, about anyone.
Now all those boy chats really make me think. Is there feelings still there or not? Sometimes I wish I never met some of the people I knew, because I wouldn't have to go through a lot of what I'm going through right now. The only thing wrong with what I just said is that, no matter what I know that I will learn hard lessons no matter who when or where. Going through these experiences helps me to get over my struggles and fears. When I read Kayleys livejournal the other day, she wrote a bunch of rules down for summer. Perfect Kay, perfect. I printed them all out and put them on my wall. Im hoping to bring myself to follow those guidelines. I really am hoping I do..
Last night I went out to eat with the fam, and we went to fudruckers. It was fun. Happy Fathers day to my papa! I love my dad. I really hope he knows that. I even gotted him a card besides the family present to him. It's really funny, and I hope he likes it.
I got to hang out with my Robel
and my Lisha Mae and my Shli shit all at once. I had a lot of fun. Robin and Alicia I came back to my house later on during the night and talked. I'm glad we hung out. Hopefully we can again soon. That would make summer better. New beginnings.
Keath left for Kentucky. I did't get to see my cabby kid that much either :-\ I hate it when I cry, because I know I will see him again, but its just really sad, because it wont be for a long while. I love Keath. Sometimes I wish he didnt think he was so invinsible. Those whole fight situations that went on a couple days ago were so bad. I hope Keath will learn not be be such a racist little boy. lmao I still love you no matter what Keath. Ill be expecting calls from you no matter how far away you'll be.
Kayley will be leaving soon too :-\ everyone is going home. I wish this was their home again. I only got to see Kay like ONCE! that really sucks. Shes such a wise and inspiring person. I just love being around her. I hope she comes back again soon. I love you Kay. Try and call me asap, even when you go back, I still want to hear from you. You're such a good individual, dont change.
hmm...I really hope summer gets more exciting. I wish we could have simple fun, and that be enough, but its not like that anymore. If only..
xoxoxoxxx ~jessica ann