::rain drops are falling on my head::
Hymm..i swear i need therapy or ima just mentally like twisted..This journal entry isnt as depressing i guesse.. Lets see.. Well that guy Dj is a complete jerk to me now, i pretty much gave up on him and it doesnt really bother me that much i gusee.Soccer has been alright, its been real cold tho, kuz of that hurricane shit. Fridays game was freakn freezing i wore sandals to and its like 40 or lower out..Stupid...oh well we lost any way, bus ride was blah kuz the guys were all pissed off the whole time and screaming n bitching. Katie spent the night @ my house, and Tyler, David, and Travis were sopposed to come over but they were to high and drunk so we told em not to come over, so me n katie just got smashed with out with em.. man i needed that to.. it felt so good to be wasted and to just pass out in my bed, we took some funny ass pictures ill update em on here soon, but i really needed that drunkness. i woke up with a little hang over and it felt great knowing i felt good the night b4. Once we woke up we made brownies n cookies.. kuz we made the soccer players treats for sundays game. were so nice. then i took katie home, and i realized how to make my tires screech and blow smoke we were speeding down this country road, and ima still kinda blah from the night b4, and i forgot there was a stop sign b4 u turned on to this road.. and all the sudden ima all stop sign.. SHIT.. so i slammed on my breaks made some cool noise and smoke.. it woke me up. it was awesome. the rest of the day i lounged around in boxers and a sweat shirt.. have a soccer game tomorrow.. blah i want me a MAN! katie was talking to her boyfriend, i was jealous lol.. oh well some day hopefully.. ima not sure if things are getting better or not.. i want them to. i just miss not knowing all these people and having ppl say hi to me..i just miss not having alot of friends.. i gusse its true what they say all you need is friends... that quote is 100% true..because thats all i need...i still miss home..--- my dad told me today, dont call that place your home..you live here now.. i just dont wanna accept it...