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I couldnt sleep at all last night i was soo nervous and scared about school.. wOKE up at 645, got ready and shit got more nervous.. Then i drove to school.. Ya i walked into school, and i just felt like ppl were looking at me..i walked around by my self trying not to make ppl see me.. In my 1st class they went around and asked us our names and to say something so i said i was from cali.. and this one girl was kinda nice to me, she told me that ppl were prolly looking cuz everyone knows everyone.. umm 2nd was a disater my teacher switched classes so i was in the wroung class, so i had to leave after everyone had been seated n shit..*embarrased* umm lunch... i went to the bathroom and stayed in there as long as i could kuz i knew when they did bathroom checks.. then i went in there wasnt alot of ppl kuz theres 3 lunch times.. but there was enough. so i bought a gatorade and sat by my self.. i felt soo shitty i just wanted to cry! i hated it sooo much!!! the rest of the day was just blah cuz of lunch.. finally i got to go home, and i just layed in bed b4 work.. now ima just dreading tomorrow again..god i fucking hate this!! why me...