Today went well....
Wow, i have been so busy, working and such. I can't believe Christmas is among us again. Soon, damn. Lots of nothing to those i love, i wish i can give them happiness, and less pain. I hate that Christmas is full of greed and wants, i do want things too, but i would love, love more. Christmas is so full of it...You know it! Full!
It is so frustrating sometimes when i sit back and look at what i have become, which is a person who works her ass off, all the time. I wish this Place, (MOes pIZZa) would make us into comfortable people. I am not one who wants to be rich beyond belief, but i just want to feel free.
You know being full of bills, and not feeling that You are able to control anything sucks. I hate Money. I hate not being in control, but In theory, we will never truly be in control, only God controls us....
Okay well, my thoughts are rambled, and i must stop before i burst a brain cell.
It is so frustrating sometimes when i sit back and look at what i have become, which is a person who works her ass off, all the time. I wish this Place, (MOes pIZZa) would make us into comfortable people. I am not one who wants to be rich beyond belief, but i just want to feel free.
You know being full of bills, and not feeling that You are able to control anything sucks. I hate Money. I hate not being in control, but In theory, we will never truly be in control, only God controls us....
Okay well, my thoughts are rambled, and i must stop before i burst a brain cell.