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i think i'm starting to slip, but it's early to tell. i sure hope not. i've been doing all the right things. well....i guess just some of the right things, but i'm trying to be better and more proactive in staying a happy person.
yesterday i was just off...all day. i bombed a presentation, and a quiz. in quick succession--the same class. it wouldn't have been a big deal had there not been public humiliation and then personal frustration in such a short span of time.
whatever... today wasn't that bad... i'm just restless, yet i can't believe how fast time is going by today. i feel like i just woke up a couple of hours ago, but really it's almost 5. i'm starting to get tired of sitting around every night getting stoned and watching tv.
it's alright, and i'm lucky i have sam and rocky to keep me company...good company. but i'm getting bored with not going out and not drinking and missing all the nightlife action...hah. i'm also at the same time extremely frustrated with the homosexual male population, but really really horny and borderline lonely.
in short, mono needs to END.
uhh i guess that's all. the dryer stopped.
yesterday i was just off...all day. i bombed a presentation, and a quiz. in quick succession--the same class. it wouldn't have been a big deal had there not been public humiliation and then personal frustration in such a short span of time.
whatever... today wasn't that bad... i'm just restless, yet i can't believe how fast time is going by today. i feel like i just woke up a couple of hours ago, but really it's almost 5. i'm starting to get tired of sitting around every night getting stoned and watching tv.
it's alright, and i'm lucky i have sam and rocky to keep me company...good company. but i'm getting bored with not going out and not drinking and missing all the nightlife action...hah. i'm also at the same time extremely frustrated with the homosexual male population, but really really horny and borderline lonely.
in short, mono needs to END.
uhh i guess that's all. the dryer stopped.