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every things okay. I can freak out now I can get mad I will stay calm I need to breath live love hate sleep. what is in my head right now? every things fine. I can let go now. it amazes me how I freak out a bout things when its all over when I let it go then I give my self permission to break down. I'm never ready for it. BAMM!!! I'm pissed off sad lonely scared mad happy sleepy and Doc all at once. it's oh so much fun.
I will sleep!
I will sleep!