so it deffinately has been a while..
ok so i guess i left off with having gotten a job in west virginia just to make enough money to move back down to florida without my parents and live with my best friend tana in her 3 bedroom house with my sister.
and since that time, i had moved back to florida, got a full time job the first week i was bad that paid good money, started paying rent and i was generally doing fine.
my friend tana got her first boyfriend ever. they never dated, he just kind of came over one night to hang out and never left. he seemed ok at first and my sister and i were ok with the idea of him moving in because that meant our rent would be cheaper. well he moved in and never paid rent and apparently tana knew before she even met him (he is the brother of one of tana's friends) that he got kicked out of his last place for not paying rent and spending his money on coke. and i mean come on, the guy would be rolling joints in the morning before work for like 5 days so he would never run out of joints. he worked but never had any money..apparently the guy he was working for wasn't paying him. bullshit. tana was just blinded because someone actually "liked her" but he was just using her for rent. and it's sad because she is a pretty and smart girl but just really shy. and of course tana's mom who the houses name was in totally loves this guy josh because it keeps tana out of her hair so she can be a whore like tana is turning into.
so i guess they got sick of my sis and i threatening to call the cops when this dude would go in violent rages and try to throw space heaters at our heads and punch us in the faces, so they made up this lie saying anyone who wasn't on the lease has to move, so that would be everyone but tana and she couldn't afford the place on her own so she had to leave to. so my sis and i looked round but couldn't find anything affordable so we had to move in with my parents in the 2 bedroom duplex her company put her up in for the 8 weeks she was working on a travel nursing job. i had to sleep on a futon in the living room because there was no where else for me to go, all of our stuff was up in west virginia still because that was technically my parents house. and through all of this, it turns out no one was ever kicked out, tana and josh kept living in the 3 bedroom house, it was just a con to get my sister and i out. and tana and i had been through so much and for her to pick a coke head fucking idiot over me was just wrong. it's not that i'm jealous but he really just isn't a good guy.but she will find that out the hard way, she already lost ALL of her friends because of this.
so that lasted from november to mid feb. and the begining of april brings me to this new house in palm coast, back where we were living before we went to west virginia.
my parents moved all their stuff back down to florida to this nice house on the water. my sis and i are living here and my mom travels for work and they put her up in furnished apartments, and my dad stays with her.
before i moved back to palm coast, i quit my job at first data in daytona because i was just sick of my schedule and i wanted part time. big mistake. i then got my "dream job" at barnes and noble but i ended up hating it and quit. big mistake. then i had to find another job so i went back to childcare for the schoolboard after school like i did last year and i hated it but it was with one of my best friend's, stefanie, so it wasn't that bad.
then i broke my foot and they fired me because i wasn't fully capable of taking care of the kids.
so for the past..month? i've been without a job and it's killing me.
my foot is broke but i'm not wearing the brace and i am just walking freely on it and i know i am fucking it up but i can't help it, it's already messed up from another injury.
so i sit around all day and do nothing then go to sleep every night at 5AM.
i finally signed up for college..well, cosmetology. as long as i get some financial aid (which i don't understand why i need, i saw my parents tax returns last year and they made ALOT of money, so where did it all go???) i will be starting august 23rd.
almost 4 years since i've been out of highschool and i am finally doing something but it's better late than never. and i have stefanie to thank for this because if it weren't for her i would have never went and done this. her and i will be going together.
kara and stevie are moving this summer, out of state..so it will just be stefanie and i. now i'll have no one to watch garden state or a love song for bobby long with :( jk steffie.
i need to get a job before i start school because my money is running out so fast. but i am scared. this is going to be the longest, hardest 11 months of my life going to school and working every day for all that time. it will just pay off when i don't have to keep applying for dead end random jobs and i'll have a specific thing i am certified in.
other than all of that there isn't really much to say. my family is doing good except my dad has macular degeneration. but he has been going to the va hospital and getting eye treatments every week for a while now so hopefully it won't get any worse.
the kitties are going good, especially maggie.
now that i even remember my livejournal password i'll update more.
untill next time..
Jessica
and since that time, i had moved back to florida, got a full time job the first week i was bad that paid good money, started paying rent and i was generally doing fine.
my friend tana got her first boyfriend ever. they never dated, he just kind of came over one night to hang out and never left. he seemed ok at first and my sister and i were ok with the idea of him moving in because that meant our rent would be cheaper. well he moved in and never paid rent and apparently tana knew before she even met him (he is the brother of one of tana's friends) that he got kicked out of his last place for not paying rent and spending his money on coke. and i mean come on, the guy would be rolling joints in the morning before work for like 5 days so he would never run out of joints. he worked but never had any money..apparently the guy he was working for wasn't paying him. bullshit. tana was just blinded because someone actually "liked her" but he was just using her for rent. and it's sad because she is a pretty and smart girl but just really shy. and of course tana's mom who the houses name was in totally loves this guy josh because it keeps tana out of her hair so she can be a whore like tana is turning into.
so i guess they got sick of my sis and i threatening to call the cops when this dude would go in violent rages and try to throw space heaters at our heads and punch us in the faces, so they made up this lie saying anyone who wasn't on the lease has to move, so that would be everyone but tana and she couldn't afford the place on her own so she had to leave to. so my sis and i looked round but couldn't find anything affordable so we had to move in with my parents in the 2 bedroom duplex her company put her up in for the 8 weeks she was working on a travel nursing job. i had to sleep on a futon in the living room because there was no where else for me to go, all of our stuff was up in west virginia still because that was technically my parents house. and through all of this, it turns out no one was ever kicked out, tana and josh kept living in the 3 bedroom house, it was just a con to get my sister and i out. and tana and i had been through so much and for her to pick a coke head fucking idiot over me was just wrong. it's not that i'm jealous but he really just isn't a good guy.but she will find that out the hard way, she already lost ALL of her friends because of this.
so that lasted from november to mid feb. and the begining of april brings me to this new house in palm coast, back where we were living before we went to west virginia.
my parents moved all their stuff back down to florida to this nice house on the water. my sis and i are living here and my mom travels for work and they put her up in furnished apartments, and my dad stays with her.
before i moved back to palm coast, i quit my job at first data in daytona because i was just sick of my schedule and i wanted part time. big mistake. i then got my "dream job" at barnes and noble but i ended up hating it and quit. big mistake. then i had to find another job so i went back to childcare for the schoolboard after school like i did last year and i hated it but it was with one of my best friend's, stefanie, so it wasn't that bad.
then i broke my foot and they fired me because i wasn't fully capable of taking care of the kids.
so for the past..month? i've been without a job and it's killing me.
my foot is broke but i'm not wearing the brace and i am just walking freely on it and i know i am fucking it up but i can't help it, it's already messed up from another injury.
so i sit around all day and do nothing then go to sleep every night at 5AM.
i finally signed up for college..well, cosmetology. as long as i get some financial aid (which i don't understand why i need, i saw my parents tax returns last year and they made ALOT of money, so where did it all go???) i will be starting august 23rd.
almost 4 years since i've been out of highschool and i am finally doing something but it's better late than never. and i have stefanie to thank for this because if it weren't for her i would have never went and done this. her and i will be going together.
kara and stevie are moving this summer, out of state..so it will just be stefanie and i. now i'll have no one to watch garden state or a love song for bobby long with :( jk steffie.
i need to get a job before i start school because my money is running out so fast. but i am scared. this is going to be the longest, hardest 11 months of my life going to school and working every day for all that time. it will just pay off when i don't have to keep applying for dead end random jobs and i'll have a specific thing i am certified in.
other than all of that there isn't really much to say. my family is doing good except my dad has macular degeneration. but he has been going to the va hospital and getting eye treatments every week for a while now so hopefully it won't get any worse.
the kitties are going good, especially maggie.
now that i even remember my livejournal password i'll update more.
untill next time..
Jessica