an adult?
living on my own is probably the hardest thing i've ever had to do. i am completely out of money and i have no money to get anyone anything for christmas. i am so broke i've been to the store once in a month and a half and am living on wal mart brand ramen and pop tarts. i hate my job and i keep signing up for undertime because even the though of going home 45 minutes early keeps me going through the day.
and Tana and i (my roomate) aren't getting along that well. i kinda thought that moving in with my best friend might strain our relationship but i didn't think it would be this bad. she has this boyfriend now, like the first she has ever had and he is a nice guy and all but he is a loser. he has been kicked out of the last 2 places he has rented at and his car got reposesed and his license got taken away for 3 tickets he never paid and i don't know where his money goes. anyway, he basically lives at our place and doesn't pay rent and i don't think my sister and i should have to pay $500 a month when his only bed is at our house i mean that means he fucking lives there, and he bathes there and washes his clothes there and eats our food. so i'm telling Tana he can pay rent to this month so we can all split the bills 4 ways and only pay like $350 at the most, and if he doesn't pay then it's her responsibility to make up the rest. guh!
and i also hate my work shift,
7am to 3:30pm. i am trying to shift it to 3:30pm to 12am, then i'll never have to see Tana lol. uh..
other than that i'm doing ok. my parents are trying to move back to Florida and are hoping to be back in January. i miss them so much. i didn't know how easy i had it when i would just live at home and work part time and spend all my paychecks on fast food and movies and cd's and tattoos. i think when they move down here they want me to move back in with them but i know that would kill Tana and my friendship. oh well..
now i will just keep eatin the pooh out of Maggy's litter box because i can't afford food and save up for my next tattoo.
miss you all. if Tana's mom (who lived there before us) ever pays all the past due money on the phone bill we will get it turned back on for us and have the net, but untill then i'm online once a week at Steffie's.
and Tana and i (my roomate) aren't getting along that well. i kinda thought that moving in with my best friend might strain our relationship but i didn't think it would be this bad. she has this boyfriend now, like the first she has ever had and he is a nice guy and all but he is a loser. he has been kicked out of the last 2 places he has rented at and his car got reposesed and his license got taken away for 3 tickets he never paid and i don't know where his money goes. anyway, he basically lives at our place and doesn't pay rent and i don't think my sister and i should have to pay $500 a month when his only bed is at our house i mean that means he fucking lives there, and he bathes there and washes his clothes there and eats our food. so i'm telling Tana he can pay rent to this month so we can all split the bills 4 ways and only pay like $350 at the most, and if he doesn't pay then it's her responsibility to make up the rest. guh!
and i also hate my work shift,
7am to 3:30pm. i am trying to shift it to 3:30pm to 12am, then i'll never have to see Tana lol. uh..
other than that i'm doing ok. my parents are trying to move back to Florida and are hoping to be back in January. i miss them so much. i didn't know how easy i had it when i would just live at home and work part time and spend all my paychecks on fast food and movies and cd's and tattoos. i think when they move down here they want me to move back in with them but i know that would kill Tana and my friendship. oh well..
now i will just keep eatin the pooh out of Maggy's litter box because i can't afford food and save up for my next tattoo.
miss you all. if Tana's mom (who lived there before us) ever pays all the past due money on the phone bill we will get it turned back on for us and have the net, but untill then i'm online once a week at Steffie's.