Mar 31, 2006 04:55
while everybody is stretching their tired bodies because of a very exhausting semester, here i am still cramming for a major paper and major exam due today....this is my worst and most haggard sem so far...great regrets because of not doing my best and failing some subjects due to numerous absences, bloated my tummy with gallons of alcohol and smoked myself to death....
though there's a lot to be thankful for...
1. been with great friends....the all day group( i value them to the core), the VC people( how come i never got close to you before?) and my Yakal buddies(whom i won't see for quite a while because some of us will leave the dorm for good and some will stay...huhu...i suck a lot on the letting go part)
2. realized my strengths and weaknesses...thanks to the oh-so-dear people mentioned above...
3. i'm looooooving MASKOM!!!haggard as my course is, i still manage to have long talks and tambay moments with great people...
4.been a techie person...thanks to my parents for giving me the money to upgrade my techie self...
5. someone made me realize that if my life sucks, then a lot of people are sucking their lives BIG TIME!!!!hahaha
6. there are lots more but i can't think of them all right now....
me: ngayon lang nag-sink in na hindi na ganito kasaya next sem...
friend: i don't know...maybe i got used to people coming and going that now i feel numb..
me: weird ka talaga...ako, nahihirapan talaga akong maglet go lalo na kung masyado na akong naging attached sa tao..
friend: well, sad but that's life...
me: grabe ka..parati tayong magkakasama pero you won't feel bad when we part ways?
friend: sooner or later that's gonna happen naman eh..might as well be preapred for it...
me: isa kang taong attached na detached..
friend: well, i like that term huh? parang ganun na nga.....
lots of things happened...some happy, some sad...
the sem is going to end.....so are lots of ties.....
i hate change....i hate uncertainty....
i hate goodbyes....