it's too darn hot...
finally it's august!! :) things are going pretty good, just getting ready for school, which I am VERY excited about. Mostly for choir, tapping, art history, and most of all, the people :) Working at Bozarth has turned me into a little more of a people person, which is not a bad thing at all.
I had when you learn things and it makes you feel really stupid and childish. Or you just realize them although you've really known them all along. It's weird to be 6 weeks away from 18 because there's still childishness about me, which i know won't go away as soon as i turn 18 lol, but strange. Some days i feel so much older, some days i feel like i'm 12, and not in a good way :) Like love. The child in me says that it's not love until they say it, but the "adult" in me knows that's far from the truth. Love is in the actions, not the words. You can't build a relationship on words. So i know that someone shares feelings with me, even if they don't say it, because i can't even say it, because i don't know if that's what it is! lol oh complication :)
In more exciting news, JJ is coming in exactly a week (next tuesday morning!!). At least if everything goes as planned. I'm insanely excited just to hug him haha. silliness...
That's all for the life of me today. Oh! funny thing - Amy and I are helping Jeana move into her apartment last night and we're sitting around talking about scary movies and suddenly, the power goes out. lol it was so funny, because we ALL had to go to the breaker box and we had to use Amy's cell phone for light. We're nerds, but you have to love us :)
I had when you learn things and it makes you feel really stupid and childish. Or you just realize them although you've really known them all along. It's weird to be 6 weeks away from 18 because there's still childishness about me, which i know won't go away as soon as i turn 18 lol, but strange. Some days i feel so much older, some days i feel like i'm 12, and not in a good way :) Like love. The child in me says that it's not love until they say it, but the "adult" in me knows that's far from the truth. Love is in the actions, not the words. You can't build a relationship on words. So i know that someone shares feelings with me, even if they don't say it, because i can't even say it, because i don't know if that's what it is! lol oh complication :)
In more exciting news, JJ is coming in exactly a week (next tuesday morning!!). At least if everything goes as planned. I'm insanely excited just to hug him haha. silliness...
That's all for the life of me today. Oh! funny thing - Amy and I are helping Jeana move into her apartment last night and we're sitting around talking about scary movies and suddenly, the power goes out. lol it was so funny, because we ALL had to go to the breaker box and we had to use Amy's cell phone for light. We're nerds, but you have to love us :)