What have I become?

[bumstov]

Monday was school and then I went out with Mallorie. We tried to go to a movie but failed, and went to the mall and her house. It was good. Today was school and then Silence practice. Nick, Vlad, Mike Tony and Matt Mill came as well. It was a jolly time. We chatted on for hours after practice. Then Nick, Paul and I walked home. Thats really it. Oh yea I got COHEED AND CAMBRIA tix wooo. I wanna see Primus and DMB and Dream Theater and Incubus and go to the Warped Tour and Ozzfest. I'm gonna see RUSH soon too! And A Perfect Circle! Tool has to tour. Yea man.

I think Silence should cover this song. Just like good ol' Johnny Cash (RIP).

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

It is such a good song!!!!!!!