I enjoy this spot on your forehead.

Oct 18, 2006 00:24

I don't really care how you want me to dress, talk, or any other shit you wish to spout at me; frankly girl, I don't fucking care what your skinny christian ass has to say about any fucking shit.

I probably could have been nicer, but I wasn't feeling it just then; it wasn't her fault that she happened to step on a sore nerve. I forgave her, but the question will she forgive me? Granted, due to her creed she is obligated to but then again I'm catholic (if you still believe that) and I never feel obligated to even lift a finger less I find it appealing at any particular momment. Sincerely I find that most people can sit and spin, but who am I to suggest options that might be more constructive then their current career path. Bitter? Yeah, I got that. Did you see how eloquent I was, fucking love that shit!

I find it silly in some way that a person might break-up with someone just because they happen to not find marriage an intriguing aspect of life at this or possibly anytime in the near future; is it really so bad? Hey, if it works for you then rock on with your bad self; I think it's awesome that the notion works for you, but to me it sounds as good as a hot poker in my ass. Not that I've had it done to me before, but if the option of marriage came up a hot poker in my ass would have to be the second best option in order for me to consider it. Maybe I'm too young?

Lots of birthdays and general shit recently. Last week was fun; I was able to participate in three automobile accidents, and none were my fault! The Swedish Tank has a few scratches but nothing too serious. So all week I've had family asking if I need to go to the chiropractor, no; I'm fine. Now if you want to help me feel real good you'd offer a beer and maybe a massage, but there has been little in arena of back massages for free as of late unless you count administering because that always seems to be a welcomed commodity of mine. I'm getting sick of getting little in return.

I had someone apologize for poor performance in bed recently choking it up to a lack of activity in that aspect, and it felt awkward to hear it. I've said sorry once before for my own quick comings, and I thought back that maybe it was just as awkward for that partner. I must say, if you haven't apologized... never do. Fuck being apologetic, no one wants to hear that shit; you don't need to say anything if you suck once or a few times: it's cool. I feel that in this snippet I have channeled a little bit of Ray Smuckles. For some reason those words are still stuck in my head, and geez; is that how I get to remember that day?

It's been a while people needed an update maybe? That's what I felt. Not much changes. Most of you people I haven't seen in a while, but that's cool. We're doing things and schedules aren't syncin' up; I can deal. Or who knows, maybe we've drifted apart and a meeting would be as awkard as apologetic sex; in which case I'd say "don't do it." Eh, as long as you're all keeping up with your respective awesome you know I'll be dealing fine.

As for me? I'm always awesome. So someone asked me which spot I liked about her, so I told her.
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