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I hate it when my friends do things together with my other friends and don't invite me.
I hate it when my friends don't come to my parties, more so because it was my first.
I hate how it sometimes feels like it's my job to make the phone calls and keep in touch.
I hate it that Brent is so far away from me and how he told me that everytime we talk it seems like I'm getting farther away from him.
I hate that I finally found a man who is everything I've ever wanted without settling for anything less and he turns out to be thousands of miles away.
I hate that I feel like I love him.
I hate that I don't have a job right now, but to do the graciousness of many people I have new clothes, a new purse, a paid off credit card and much money to spare.
I hate it when my friends don't come to my parties, more so because it was my first.
I hate how it sometimes feels like it's my job to make the phone calls and keep in touch.
I hate it that Brent is so far away from me and how he told me that everytime we talk it seems like I'm getting farther away from him.
I hate that I finally found a man who is everything I've ever wanted without settling for anything less and he turns out to be thousands of miles away.
I hate that I feel like I love him.
I hate that I don't have a job right now, but to do the graciousness of many people I have new clothes, a new purse, a paid off credit card and much money to spare.