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babyxthuggx: *is in the hospital lobby...trying to reach the elevator button*
meXXjoel: *hoping your daddy is getting pictures of all this*
babyxthuggx: *feels him lift me up to reach the button*
meXXjoel: *is finishing up feeding your new little surprises*
babyxthuggx: *runs into the elevator and pushes all of the buttons*
meXXjoel: *wonders what daddy is saying/thinking about that*
babyxthuggx: *can tell Daddy is mad that I pushed every button and that we have to stop at every floor*
meXXjoel: *hopes he realizes that your meemaw has a story just like that about me and daddy when aunt Sarah was born*
babyxthuggx: *grabs daddy's hand as he walks us down the hall*
babyxthuggx: *is carrying something to give to you*
meXXjoel: *CAN'T WAAAAAAAIT to see you!!!*
babyxthuggx: *peeks through each open door, looking for my dadda as I skip along holding my daddy's hand*
meXXjoel: *was thinking about something all night last night. A memory. One of the best memories of my life.. and will tell you about it once I have you in my arms*
babyxthuggx: *hears you singing softly...thinking that it's for me*
babyxthuggx: *RUNS INTO YOUR HOSPITAL ROOM*
meXXjoel: *will always also be for you* ..
meXXjoel: BUMPKIN!!!! *looks up and sees you running into the room*
babyxthuggx: DADDA! *quickly climbs up onto the bed, dropping my surprise on the floor*
meXXjoel: *sees Justin give you a hand and lifts you completely up onto the bed*
babyxthuggx: *crawls over on my knees and cuddles up next to you*
babyxthuggx: Why you no at home? *pouts*
meXXjoel: *knoooooows you missed me* ...*wraps my arm around you but lets you stay more at my side like you are* .. I had to be here at the hospital to make the new baby come out, baby.
babyxthuggx: Wewe dat baby?
meXXjoel: wanna meet your new babies? *looks over at dadda Baa, that's holding one of them, knowing someone else will have to take the other one out of his little nursery bed in our room*
babyxthuggx: *watches as Dadda Justin picks up one of the babies*
babyxthuggx: *hears the baby in Dadda Baa's arms making some strange sounds*
meXXjoel: *finally takes you in my arms and sits you on my lap, facing the way of the babies* .. *softly kisses your head*
babyxthuggx: *is glad to finally sit on your lap without your belly getting in the way*
meXXjoel: *glad too, looks forward to nights of rocking you to sleep and you can actually cuddle against me again*
babyxthuggx: *is too busy cuddling into you to notice Bendi and Dussin whispering as they hold the new baby*
babyxthuggx: Dad-dy?
meXXjoel: yeh baby? *is happy to see everyone with the new babies, but wants this time with you right now*
babyxthuggx: Wa dat baby named?
meXXjoel: the baby's name is *is talking only to you, knowing everyone else can't hear me* Benjamin. And the other baby's name is Joshua.
meXXjoel: *kisses your little forehead*
babyxthuggx: *settles into you and is ready for you to tell me what you thought about all night last night*
meXXjoel: daddy was thinking about something allll night last night. It was a memory. Wanna know what daddy's very special memory was about? *holds you tighter as you lay your head against me*
babyxthuggx: *nods slowly and listens to the sound of your voice that I missed*
meXXjoel: daddy was thinking about the very first time he was here. Do you know why I was here the very first time? *talks to you in a conversation only between us, wanting you to know my attention is completely for you right now although everyone is gooing and gaaing and cooing around us*
babyxthuggx: Yah.... *says yes but really doesn't know*
meXXjoel: that was the day you were born. *tells you softly* .. daddy was remembering allll about the day Bumpkin was born *says softly against your head, then kisses it*
babyxthuggx: *smiles and wants to hear more about it*
meXXjoel: you were so beautiful and, awesome. You were the most beautiful and the most awesome baby that was ever born.
babyxthuggx: *nods* Yah!
meXXjoel: and the first time I ever saw you, after you came out of my belly, and you looked at me and you, pouted a little, and then you, fell to sleep *whispers into your soft silky hair, like mine*
babyxthuggx: *turns my head to look up at you, then pouts*
babyxthuggx: *then grins like Dadda Bendi*
meXXjoel: *LOVED that and loves you more than anything I've ever loved* .. I love you little boy *whispers again and kisses your little forehead again as you look up at me and grin like that* .. you'll always be me and daddy's perfect little baby boy.
babyxthuggx: *hands you the "present" I made you*
meXXjoel: *takes it* what's this? *gives you a little questioning look*
babyxthuggx: Pitcher of you and da babies. *says seriously*
meXXjoel: Pitcher of me.. oh! *CAN make out 3 "figures" of some sort* .. It's BEAUTIFUL! And it looks just LIKE ME! Thank you baby boy. *puckers my lips down to you*
babyxthuggx: *wore out my black crayon*
meXXjoel: *knows you must've* .. *is waiting for that little kiss*
babyxthuggx: *looks back up at you and puckers...making a "fishy face"*
meXXjoel: *giggles with my lips still puckered, MISSED YOU SOOOO MUCH* .. *kisses those little fish lips*
babyxthuggx: *clings to you...a little overwhelmed by all that is happening in this room*
meXXjoel: *rubs your little back slowly and holding you securely and protectively to me* .. are you excited to see the new babies? *asks you softly*
babyxthuggx: Yah! *looks around for them*
meXXjoel: *looks up at daddy and Justin, letting them know to bring the babies over for you*
babyxthuggx: *sits up straighter against you*
meXXjoel: *watches your eyes, seeing dadda Baa with the camera in the next bed*
babyxthuggx: *makes an "OOOOH" face*
babyxthuggx: *then grins and looks like my dadda bendi* DATS DA BABIES?
meXXjoel: *nods slowly* That's the babies! Baby.
meXXjoel: what do you think? *whispers down by your face, looking with you*
babyxthuggx: Day id wittle. *says seriously*
meXXjoel: yeh.. they're gonna need you to protect them, ok?
meXXjoel: *is glad that maybe you'll have THIS memory of some of your siblings being born*.. *knowing you were way too little with the other ones*
babyxthuggx: *keeps looking at the babies and then at ALL of the adults in the room* Who id day Daddy?
meXXjoel: they're the nurses that helped make the babies come out. Wanna say hi to the doctor that made you come out?
babyxthuggx: *nods...but was asking who the daddies of the new babies are*... *is a little overwhelmed and confused*
meXXjoel: *wants you to try asking again*
babyxthuggx: *leans closer to the littler baby in Baa's arms and says in a giggly voice* Who's yo da-dee?
meXXjoel: *giggles and pulls you back to my lap*
meXXjoel: me and dadda Baa are the babies daddies.
babyxthuggx: *nods but thinks that Bendi and Dussin are also their daddies even if I don't say that*
meXXjoel: *knows that you do, and is slightly worried about confusing you this way, but loves that charm about you*
babyxthuggx: *reaches for your hand as I fall asleep against you*
meXXjoel: *holds your little hand, rubbing my thumb slowly over it as you drift off to sleep.. wondering what kind of dreams you'll have*
babyxthuggx: *is dreaming of when I used to fall asleep when you nursed me*
meXXjoel: *aaaawwwwwwwww*.. *thought ALL ABOUT those precious memories all night last night*