Hmm...
I think I'm gonna actually write a journal entry right now, I don't have pictures. Let's see...last night I went to Tara's again, it was fun, we made m&m pancakes at like 1 in the morning haha. We watched "Alone in the Dark" it was ok, kinda weird. Tonight I have work and I'm dreading it. I hate that place anymore, I wanna quit soo bad, I just need to find another job first, and I don't wanna work in a restaurant anymore, I wanna work in like a law office or something since that's what my major is gonna be. But I dunno what's gonna happen. I went to the college today and paid for my classes and 2 books that I needed. That shit is gonna kill me, my classes were $1,080...WTF!
I've decided that I'm not confused about a certain boy anymore, I know exactly what's going on and it's bullshit. I'm tired of it, I'm done with it, nothing he can say will change my mind because I've already heard it all from him and each time he lies more and more. He 'likes me so much', he 'wants to be with me so bad'...fuck it. He says it to every girl. I think I would want to still be friends with him, but I don't think it's gonna happen. I'll never see him anywhere, I absolutely hate his friends, we never really hung out before so why would we start now? How can you be friends with someone you're never ever gonna see? He ruined his last chance and I knew that he would so it's not like I'm suprised because I know he lies to me. He said I'll find out in the truth in a couple of months, I don't need a couple of months, I know that truth now. Whatever, I'm over it, I really don't care, and I mean that this time.
So to sum up...I guess I'm pretty happy right now. I've gotten rid of the people in my life who are nobodys to me (a.k.a "shit under the dirt") I don't need them, I love my friends now, school will be starting soon and I'll meet a bunch of new people. I just need a better job, a nice boy and I'll be set! I can wait for that.
So...gimme a new job and a boy! ♥ :)
I've decided that I'm not confused about a certain boy anymore, I know exactly what's going on and it's bullshit. I'm tired of it, I'm done with it, nothing he can say will change my mind because I've already heard it all from him and each time he lies more and more. He 'likes me so much', he 'wants to be with me so bad'...fuck it. He says it to every girl. I think I would want to still be friends with him, but I don't think it's gonna happen. I'll never see him anywhere, I absolutely hate his friends, we never really hung out before so why would we start now? How can you be friends with someone you're never ever gonna see? He ruined his last chance and I knew that he would so it's not like I'm suprised because I know he lies to me. He said I'll find out in the truth in a couple of months, I don't need a couple of months, I know that truth now. Whatever, I'm over it, I really don't care, and I mean that this time.
So to sum up...I guess I'm pretty happy right now. I've gotten rid of the people in my life who are nobodys to me (a.k.a "shit under the dirt") I don't need them, I love my friends now, school will be starting soon and I'll meet a bunch of new people. I just need a better job, a nice boy and I'll be set! I can wait for that.
So...gimme a new job and a boy! ♥ :)