My... "So Called Friend"
Well first off i know that i havent posted in like over a year or something lol but i guess i have decided that i am going to start again.... mostly because i have had a really bad day and i need to vent. Anyways, My so called friend, who i am not going to actually say her name, but yeah i found out today from another friend that she had slept with this guy that i liked.... even when she knew that i had liked him. now it may just be me but if you are a good friend, you just dont do stuff like that.
you know, now that i think about it, i could really care less that she actually slept with him, in fact i actually suspected it quite a while back. But that isnt what bothered me, because nothing was really ever going to happen between us considering the relationship between us.
The thing that really really bugs me is that she slept with him and then lied to me saying that she never talked to him ever and hasnt seen him sense school has let out last year and that she would never do anything with him because she knew how much i liked him. No, I had to find out from a friend who had nothing to do with the situation that she was braging about sleeping with him. THAT is what pisses me off. That she doesnt have the decency to tell me that she is fucking the guy that i like. excuse my language.
Now all i can think about is can i really trust her? Not just about this but about everything and anything. she is known to make up stories and she is obviously a compulsive lier, but can i trust her with other things? I find it so sad that it has come to this... that it has gone so far that i am questioning our friendship. I hate it actually. I want to be her friend but i just dont know what to do anymore. she took it too far, she steped over the line and i think it might have ruined our friendship for good. i just hope she understands that.
you know, now that i think about it, i could really care less that she actually slept with him, in fact i actually suspected it quite a while back. But that isnt what bothered me, because nothing was really ever going to happen between us considering the relationship between us.
The thing that really really bugs me is that she slept with him and then lied to me saying that she never talked to him ever and hasnt seen him sense school has let out last year and that she would never do anything with him because she knew how much i liked him. No, I had to find out from a friend who had nothing to do with the situation that she was braging about sleeping with him. THAT is what pisses me off. That she doesnt have the decency to tell me that she is fucking the guy that i like. excuse my language.
Now all i can think about is can i really trust her? Not just about this but about everything and anything. she is known to make up stories and she is obviously a compulsive lier, but can i trust her with other things? I find it so sad that it has come to this... that it has gone so far that i am questioning our friendship. I hate it actually. I want to be her friend but i just dont know what to do anymore. she took it too far, she steped over the line and i think it might have ruined our friendship for good. i just hope she understands that.