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last night roye had a party. i was on pills (IBU 800)..(A FEW) but i wanted 2 drink and have fun. so i drank and i got FUCKED UP... everyone was scared and everyone was mad and yelling blah blah blah long story short THE WHOLE WORLD'S MAD AT ME! besides inbal, and thank you! so nadav faught with me ALL NIGHT and i was sad all night and then we smoked a j and it was all good again. we went into the spa faded and then everyone ate and passed out. i went to sleep at 5 AM and i woke up at like 10 ish. im tired. im sad. i feel guilty. i donno wat 2 do... im depressed and paranoid!