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eh, once again nobody's who they seem to be. im getting kinda used 2 it. i hate it how ppl make me feel so shitty.. but i hate even worse how i let it happen. it's not really their faults i guess... i just need 2 learn how to deal with it.. but i cant. so i've made up my mind. from now on, i am officially independant. i will speak to no one, think of no one, expect good from no one, and depend on no one. maybe then, if people dont know how i feel, or wat im thinking, they wont know how to get to me. it's been decided, dont try to change my mind. i am now seriously, closed-minded and self-sefficient. i no longer need anybody who doesnt need me.. so basically everyone. i am NOT talking to anybody about anything ever again. i will keep everything inside, like i used 2, and maybe then ppl wont know how to walk all over me.
im a different person. i've gone mad. like i wanna lock myself in my room and become a mute... maybe thats what i'll do.
im a different person. i've gone mad. like i wanna lock myself in my room and become a mute... maybe thats what i'll do.